Helpless !

She's standing there helpless
Holding the tickets 
Watching the train leave the station
It would have taken her
To her destination
The land of hope
Moulded with eternal peace

Has she ever known
This was her destiny
To be lost in that ground
Where she never belonged
And the serenity
she was seeking for
Will never be hers

Her prayers were unheard
Who did she pray to?
That unknown power
Up in the sky
Who never listened to her voice
But still she did
With all the hope that someday
It would be heard and answered

Now this wasn't what she deserve
But she couldnt blame anyone
Other than her fate
That fate which gave her
The chance to reach the stars
But never let her touch them

What made her wussy
What made her cripple
She couldnt figure out
But all that she knew
Was that her life never had
A reason to live
And she was destined to be
Cramping for the rest of her life !!

Lifeless, Yet alive..!

Dont remember when I wrote this.. But as i went through it, thought its good.. :D So adding it here ;) Hope you guys would like it too :)

I miss that voice 
which i never knew I'd miss
I miss dat talk 
which kept me move on


And now that am all alone
With nothing to hold on
All that left is a bit of life
Which u didnt want me to loose


I cant move, i've nowhere to go
I cant talk, I've no one to talk with
There was one who always listened
But now that u've gone, I lost that too...


I wish u dont see me
Coz the way I live
Is as pathetic 
As it can be....
 I lost it, I lost it forever
and still I'm alive, only coz u want me to....


Am alive, am still alive...
But i need a knock 
From somewhere
To let me know
That I still breathe....


I feel like my heartbeats are ignored
They are striking so bad at me
 Dreadful dreams kill my sleep too
Never knew that life 
is dreadful than death....!!


And am here, with no life
But yet a fraction of it
That u left in me....!!

And that was when i knew.... I was in love, with you....

You pulled me back 
When i kept you aside
And that was when i knew
I was in love, with you....

You held my hands
And touched my soul
And that was when i knew
I was in love, with you....

The silence between us
Said a thousand words
And that was when i knew
I was in love, with you....

The songs i listened to
Always reminded me of you
And that was when i knew
I was in love, with you....

The world seemed to be 
A beautiful place
And that was when i knew
I was in love, with you....

The smile on your face
was all that  i wished for
And that was when i knew
I was in love, with you....

Your dreams were mine
And my life, all yours...
And that was when i knew
I was in love, with you....

Love wrecked yet
To you I owe
My life, soul and breath
And that was when I knew
I was in love with YOU !

Tranquility Of the Distressed Mind.!

Years passed by,
And all  her dreams,
Have lost their colors
The rainbow vanished
Amidst the darkness
There's nothing left
To cheer about
But a desperate life
And the shadow of dreams
Which keeps her move on..


New hope, new dreams
New fantasies and new ecstasies
Fill in the solitude
The vibes she get
Makes her smile
She has found her way
To make her life
Worth while
She lives it
The way it has to be
And she calls it
The tranquility 
Of the Distressed mind ;)

The silence of tranquility !

The silence had to be broken somehow
For the world to listen to my loudest cry
Let them hear the words of a loser
Striving to get a life
All the emptiness and the madness
Requited with what the soul deserve
And let there be silence, all over again...
The silence of tranquility ! 

You can put the blame on me


If someone has to be blamed
And no one cares
To take it on the chin
You can put the blame on me

If nothing can be done
As the road winds
And you have nowhere to go
You can put the blame on me

When you are left alone
Which wasnt supposed to be
As long as I'm alive
You can put the blame on me

For all that you are going through
The hurt, the pain, the solitude
The apathy and the heart break
You can put the blame on me

I'll smile again, With him by my side!


Darkness invades 
Loneliness prevails
Life becomes dreadful
Helpless soul
Wandering for love

And then he comes
With a grin on face
Pats me on my shoulder
Hugs me tight

A smile appears 
With a spark of hope
"Everything's gonna be all right
Time's gonna get it right"

Days of joy 
And moments of ecstasy
Now laughter persuades
All the blues are gone
We are together
As beautiful as it can be

I open my eyes
The smile has faded
No rays of hope
It has all gone
With the power of wind

I'm still in pain,
drowning
With nothing to hold
But somewhere inside
It does say

"The days of darkness
Wouldn't stay
I'm not gonna die
As I'vent lived it yet

I'll smile again
Hapipness will overrule
I'll smile again,
With him by my side!" :)